Today is here. But 1:30 seems so far away. It is killing me to just be sitting here in the hotel knowing that I will be rolled back into the operating room in a few hours. Last night I didn’t find much sleep but that was to be expected. We are leaving for the hospital in less than an hour. I’m ready. The sun is shining and it is beautiful outside. Today is my day.

“Most of our fears are self-created. We scare ourselves by making up negative outcomes to any activity we might pursue. Since we create those lies, we can create the opposite and stop the fear.”

Love.